maelorin: (she who laughs)
posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 01:10am on 21/04/2004
today has been a huge emotional roller-coaster ride. i am feeling tired and bruised. i very much want the bmw i mentioned earlier.
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to mangle a metaphor, today i've had the wind knocked out of my sails and been becalmed in shark infested waters. but i can see clouds ahead, and as the breeze lifts, i hope for land.
Music:: a whole damn hour of rammstein
Mood:: 'bruised and fragile and stuff' bruised and fragile and stuff
maelorin: (she who laughs)
posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 01:10am on 21/04/2004
today has been a huge emotional roller-coaster ride. i am feeling tired and bruised. i very much want the bmw i mentioned earlier.
Read more... )
to mangle a metaphor, today i've had the wind knocked out of my sails and been becalmed in shark infested waters. but i can see clouds ahead, and as the breeze lifts, i hope for land.
Mood:: 'bruised and fragile and stuff' bruised and fragile and stuff
Music:: a whole damn hour of rammstein
maelorin: (Default)
posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 04:46pm on 21/04/2004
Music:: weird al ... from marti's pc
Mood:: 'nostalgic' nostalgic
maelorin: (Default)
posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 04:46pm on 21/04/2004
Music:: weird al ... from marti's pc
Mood:: 'nostalgic' nostalgic
maelorin: (transmetro)
posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 11:08pm on 21/04/2004
edit (2) 7:30-8:00am 2004-04-22

the past few weeks have been very intense. full of ups and downs. there are some things that i'd rather have turned out differently. if i have any regrets, i can live with them. i am not going to 'throw the baby out with the bathwater', i've had some outstandingly good times recently. if there is a 'next time', then next time i hope things will work out differently.

i will try not to write posts at one, or two, or three am. especially when tired and/or emotional. far too cryptic, and whatever. this is probably another one, but fuck it - it's my journal ;)

eternal sunshine was altogether the right movie for right now for me. [your mileage my differ.]

kill bill 2 next week ... heard its more drama, less hack'n'slash than kb1. still looking forward to it though. [don't disappoint us quentin.]
Mood:: 'mellow' mellow
Music:: Evanescence - My Immortal (Piano - Vocal)
maelorin: (transmetro)
posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 11:08pm on 21/04/2004
edit (2) 7:30-8:00am 2004-04-22

the past few weeks have been very intense. full of ups and downs. there are some things that i'd rather have turned out differently. if i have any regrets, i can live with them. i am not going to 'throw the baby out with the bathwater', i've had some outstandingly good times recently. if there is a 'next time', then next time i hope things will work out differently.

i will try not to write posts at one, or two, or three am. especially when tired and/or emotional. far too cryptic, and whatever. this is probably another one, but fuck it - it's my journal ;)

eternal sunshine was altogether the right movie for right now for me. [your mileage my differ.]

kill bill 2 next week ... heard its more drama, less hack'n'slash than kb1. still looking forward to it though. [don't disappoint us quentin.]
Music:: Evanescence - My Immortal (Piano - Vocal)
Mood:: 'mellow' mellow
maelorin: (Default)
posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 11:33pm on 21/04/2004
trying to remember a quote about the rubicon (river).

brain. not. working. must. remember. lines.
Mood:: 'thoughtful' thoughtful
Music:: computer fan hum
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posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 11:33pm on 21/04/2004
trying to remember a quote about the rubicon (river).

brain. not. working. must. remember. lines.
Mood:: 'thoughtful' thoughtful
Music:: computer fan hum
maelorin: (Default)
posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 11:35pm on 21/04/2004
for some reason i've taken it into my head to begin redesigning my website [well, one of them anyway] at 11:30pm ...

bah! it'll all end badly. you'll see.
Music:: disk drive and dvd drive chatter as macromedia suite install
Mood:: 'working' working
maelorin: (Default)
posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 11:35pm on 21/04/2004
for some reason i've taken it into my head to begin redesigning my website [well, one of them anyway] at 11:30pm ...

bah! it'll all end badly. you'll see.
Music:: disk drive and dvd drive chatter as macromedia suite install
Mood:: 'working' working

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