i dont know what to say to make you feel any better. but i get what your on about. since i have no job as well. and im starting to go stir crazy again, from not having anything to do, no purpose. -sigh- its such a drag. something should turn up soon for you. u deserve a job in the line of work you want to be in, your such a smart person. i only wish i was as half as smart as you.
good luck with the job interview even though it isnt exactly what you are after.