and then i pin down the cause of my unhappiness ...

[maelorin]

in a recent reply to a comment, i managed to sum up what's really pissing me off at the moment.

much is happening at the moment that disturbs me deeply ... i can't help feeling like i'm stuck at a railway siding, watching events unfold in quiet desperation, with a sense of growing dread that while i'm not the only one who's concerned about an impending train-wreck, i find myself excluded and unable to do anything about what i see coming.

Comments

[velvetink.livejournal.com]

hugs and I still think your idea for a think tank is a great one, wish there was some start up money around for you to get it happening.

consultancy/think tank

[maelorin]

i'm considering options for starting things without money.

i have, after all, lots of time. and the internet.

i might see if i can rope in a few friends. like this guy has done ...