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posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 10:16pm on 07/07/2004
well, time rolls on.

the past few days have been spent in interviews, meetings, and madly rushing after my son throught he halls of the museum and the art gallery.

i am at a loose end.

wondering if she'll call.

i have started helping refugees deal with dimia. [lawyer-ish, blah-de-blah.]

i spent half a day helping an acquaintance with some coding & hardware interface issues. [in c of course.]

i missed spiderman 2 with my friends to spend two nights and a day with my son. [valium please.]

i am wondering if she will call.

this time next week i'll be preparing to go to a country school for a week.

i am wondering if i should try calling her again.

but, i am also excited by the prospect of meeting [livejournal.com profile] daydaze - the first person i have met through lj that i'll be meeting face-to-face. several of my friends here i know irl, and for a couple lj is our only means of communication at the moment.

life at the moment is a rollercoaster ride for me at the moment. sudden highs followed by long, drawn-out lows, with quick turns and twists, and blind corners with highs and lows and loops and shit to follow. i'm trying to enjoy the ride, but i know i forgot to lock the safety bar ... goddess help me ...
Music:: Kylie - Still Standing
Mood:: 'contemplative' contemplative
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posted by [identity profile] dhill.livejournal.com at 05:56am on 07/07/2004
*hug* Hang in there....

And good luck on the meeting. :)
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posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 01:40am on 08/07/2004
the meeting went well. i like [livejournal.com profile] daydaze in real life as much as online :)

i remembered that there are many ways to reach people, meet up with people. more relaxed now. still gonna call again.
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posted by [identity profile] ser-kai.livejournal.com at 06:00am on 07/07/2004
Those things lock automatically.





WEEEEEEEEE!
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posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 01:22am on 08/07/2004
not at playgrounds run by she-who-laughs ...

nevertheless ... weeee!
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posted by [identity profile] obsoletechild.livejournal.com at 06:19am on 07/07/2004
did she say she'd call? are you waiting for her to call?
if not, and if you want to call her, i am a big fan of cutting through the bs and just calling. girls like it when guys call. makes us more comfortable calling you.
that is, unless there is a particular reason here for being coy.
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posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 01:41am on 08/07/2004
i'll be calling again.

have sorted out a few things in my head, with my head, about my head. talking to someone else helps [particularly if they're sensible]

been giving her space and time - leaving endless messages on her answering system is not my way. will call to say hi, and let i know i'm still interested - and take it from there.
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posted by [identity profile] marshallstack.livejournal.com at 07:55am on 07/07/2004
Just call her again, dude. If you're going to think about it that much then you might as well take control of the situation. It's part of your personality to worry about it and to want to talk to her this badly, so she's going to find out that you're like that if you date her anyway. So just call her and if she's interested, it won't matter that you were aggressive and if she doesn't talk or doesn't call you back then you know you don't have to worry about it anymore. I hate that we feel like we have to sit back and play it cool and end up torturing ourselves. You know what you want so go get it!

;) Was that inspirational?
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posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 01:30am on 08/07/2004
all inspired. dialling now.
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posted by [identity profile] marshallstack.livejournal.com at 06:35am on 08/07/2004
Seriously? How did it go?
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posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 09:38pm on 08/07/2004
there's only so many messages i can leave on answering machines.

perhaps lady luck has other plans ...
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posted by [identity profile] marshallstack.livejournal.com at 07:08am on 09/07/2004
I'm sorry. They don't make it easy on us sometimes. I'm a total fan of the grand gesture. If you really want her and think it can work, then do something nuts. Go for it. But I'm also coming to realize that you can write someone a hundred songs and be so passionate about them and it won't make a bit of difference. So don't waste a lot of time on her. You know what feels right for you. Make your decisions accordingly. Best of luck. :)
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posted by [identity profile] unmercifulelf.livejournal.com at 09:17pm on 07/07/2004
*hugs* Well, don't give up.
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posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 01:18am on 08/07/2004
i won't ... i've been reminded to day:

never surrender!

and never loose hope.

and remember, she-who-laughs has her own ideas, and her own jokes :)
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posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 01:16am on 08/07/2004
:(

sorry. not meaning to ignore. i've only just fixed my computer ... bloody annoying network problem fixed. [now the sound driver's died]

i'm not as desperate/frantic as i sound.
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posted by [personal profile] maelorin at 05:03pm on 11/07/2004
that's an offer i accept!

:grin:
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