maelorin: (the sun is trying to kill me)
2007-06-08 01:43 pm
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powerpoint outline of my phd proposal presentation

For those of you who are curious enough (or crazy enough) to be interested in what i'm proposing to do for my PhD, this is the (PowerPoint) outline (transformed into html) that i kind of, sort of, presented yesterday. (Tired, brainfucked Aspie in room lit entirely by bad fluorescent lighting is not a good recipe for coherence. Having put it all together the night before because all previous opportunities were absorbed by the afore-bitched about computer 'support' and family disasters did not help. Preparation matters.)

Anyway: beware! there be pirates beyond this point! )
maelorin: (the sun is trying to kill me)
2007-06-08 01:43 pm
Entry tags:

powerpoint outline of my phd proposal presentation

For those of you who are curious enough (or crazy enough) to be interested in what i'm proposing to do for my PhD, this is the (PowerPoint) outline (transformed into html) that i kind of, sort of, presented yesterday. (Tired, brainfucked Aspie in room lit entirely by bad fluorescent lighting is not a good recipe for coherence. Having put it all together the night before because all previous opportunities were absorbed by the afore-bitched about computer 'support' and family disasters did not help. Preparation matters.)

Anyway: beware! there be pirates beyond this point! )
maelorin: (Default)
2006-10-31 09:52 pm
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PhD Application is IN

Today I delivered (by hand,1 doncha know) my formal application for my PhD for 2007-2009/10 - and that all-important scholarship.

I am very much hoping to get one. $20,000 tax free will go a long way to keeping me fed. Without it, the PhD will have to take second place - once again - to the stupid "realities of life" ... those being that poverty sucks and the only other alternative is to sell hours of my time to someone else.

Come on Universe - give me a chance on this one.

1: the real p2p - person 2 person
maelorin: (Default)
2006-10-31 09:52 pm
Entry tags:

PhD Application is IN

Today I delivered (by hand,1 doncha know) my formal application for my PhD for 2007-2009/10 - and that all-important scholarship.

I am very much hoping to get one. $20,000 tax free will go a long way to keeping me fed. Without it, the PhD will have to take second place - once again - to the stupid "realities of life" ... those being that poverty sucks and the only other alternative is to sell hours of my time to someone else.

Come on Universe - give me a chance on this one.

1: the real p2p - person 2 person
maelorin: (inevitable)
2006-10-20 08:11 pm
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I have a PhD program

I have a week and a half to get the paperwork in now, to be in the running for an APA scholarship.

Whee!

maelorin: (inevitable)
2006-10-20 08:11 pm
Entry tags:

I have a PhD program

I have a week and a half to get the paperwork in now, to be in the running for an APA scholarship.

Whee!

maelorin: (loved)
2006-10-13 08:29 pm
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I just might have a PhD now.

some details to nut out, but it's looking solid.

details to come.

maelorin: (loved)
2006-10-13 08:29 pm
Entry tags:

I just might have a PhD now.

some details to nut out, but it's looking solid.

details to come.

maelorin: (mistake)
2006-06-26 01:25 am

trawling the 'net for theses

Having embarked upon this idea of a PhD for 2007-2009/10 for serious, I have begun doing some background reading and suchlike.

What's with all these people writing stuff, eh? I just wanted to to a bit of background browsing, and here I am drowning in references. Not even got EndNote installed yet and I have, oh, a few hundred damn things to check through. Waah!

On the upside, I just might get to do the topic I've begun to suspect I very much want to do. A few people have trampled theses all over censorship, content regulation - even damn obvious feminist excoriations on Internet pornography laws. A few seem to have trampled on the topic space covered in recent discussions with possibleSupervisors™ ... to be sure I'll be drawing on InterLibraryLoans.

Looks like I have some interesting, and plenty of tedious, reading ahead. Yay! (After all, what else would I want to be doing with my time?)
maelorin: (mistake)
2006-06-26 01:25 am

trawling the 'net for theses

Having embarked upon this idea of a PhD for 2007-2009/10 for serious, I have begun doing some background reading and suchlike.

What's with all these people writing stuff, eh? I just wanted to to a bit of background browsing, and here I am drowning in references. Not even got EndNote installed yet and I have, oh, a few hundred damn things to check through. Waah!

On the upside, I just might get to do the topic I've begun to suspect I very much want to do. A few people have trampled theses all over censorship, content regulation - even damn obvious feminist excoriations on Internet pornography laws. A few seem to have trampled on the topic space covered in recent discussions with possibleSupervisors™ ... to be sure I'll be drawing on InterLibraryLoans.

Looks like I have some interesting, and plenty of tedious, reading ahead. Yay! (After all, what else would I want to be doing with my time?)
maelorin: (lawyers)
2006-05-17 11:26 pm

I thinking about pitching "Failure" as my PhD topic :)

And I think it could be a winner!

If there is anything that really pisses me off, it's failure. Failure to deliver1, failure to pay attention to the small details2, complete failure to implement something that might even remotely work!3 But even worse, failure to accept that failure just might be normal. Even really bright people make mistakes.

I'm still determined to find a way to link Law and Information Systems - but with Failure, I don't think that'll be too hard.

I'm definitely keen on Strategic Thinking, and the Pragmatic kind still looks like a winner.

Key themes in my work will still be Trust and Integrity. And I'm very much an advocate of Simplicity, Flexibility, and Responsibility also.

To be clear, it is not Failing that pisses me off, its the avoidance of being associated with failing. Finding any way possible to Not Be The One Who Failed™. That, IMNSHO, is a real winner of a way to fail. Lots. Big time. That, and completely ignoring anyone who might be even suggesting that your winning approach is, or might be, collapsing around you. What would they know anyway, right?

The Failure I have in mind is systemic, built right into the whole shebang.

Why should anyone be happy with a Fault-tolerant system, when what we really need are fault-coping, or failure-absorbing ones. Perhaps scrapping the stupid Perfection model of Reality™, and replacing it with just looking out the window occasionally? Or leaving the desk for a while. And stop worshipping the Accountancy-susceptible, Economically-imagined bottom-line for a while.

In case you're wondering, I've been reading Frank Furedi's Culture of Fear and Where Have All the Intellectuals Gone? with The Politics of Fear next on my list.

I find myself agreeing with much of what Furedi has to say, and many of his conclusions about what to do about it. For a sociologist, he doesn't suck completely. Even for a Marxist. But I do have my doubts, and my disagreements. Crap. I'm engaging with what I'm reading and all that stuff.

Next I'll be drafting a thesis statement or something.

It may even be that the damn thing morphs and I focus on Fear instead. This is why we have supervisors for theses - to keep a rein on things.

  1. "We'll have it to you by Friday" - but you don't - and I'm sure you weren't being general as to any old Friday. Especially as I just paid extra to have it "expressed" - whatever that is ...

  2. Like, there ought to be toilets in buildings if people are expected to work in them all day. Some, any. In the original design. Having to retrofit toilets and 'disabled' access to multi-million dollar buildings is just stupid. And they're still 'upgrading' the 'landscaping' around them to achieve accessibility ...

  3. Too busy playing politics to actually do your damn job. Or hire someone else to do it for you.
maelorin: (lawyers)
2006-05-17 11:26 pm

I thinking about pitching "Failure" as my PhD topic :)

And I think it could be a winner!

If there is anything that really pisses me off, it's failure. Failure to deliver1, failure to pay attention to the small details2, complete failure to implement something that might even remotely work!3 But even worse, failure to accept that failure just might be normal. Even really bright people make mistakes.

I'm still determined to find a way to link Law and Information Systems - but with Failure, I don't think that'll be too hard.

I'm definitely keen on Strategic Thinking, and the Pragmatic kind still looks like a winner.

Key themes in my work will still be Trust and Integrity. And I'm very much an advocate of Simplicity, Flexibility, and Responsibility also.

To be clear, it is not Failing that pisses me off, its the avoidance of being associated with failing. Finding any way possible to Not Be The One Who Failed™. That, IMNSHO, is a real winner of a way to fail. Lots. Big time. That, and completely ignoring anyone who might be even suggesting that your winning approach is, or might be, collapsing around you. What would they know anyway, right?

The Failure I have in mind is systemic, built right into the whole shebang.

Why should anyone be happy with a Fault-tolerant system, when what we really need are fault-coping, or failure-absorbing ones. Perhaps scrapping the stupid Perfection model of Reality™, and replacing it with just looking out the window occasionally? Or leaving the desk for a while. And stop worshipping the Accountancy-susceptible, Economically-imagined bottom-line for a while.

In case you're wondering, I've been reading Frank Furedi's Culture of Fear and Where Have All the Intellectuals Gone? with The Politics of Fear next on my list.

I find myself agreeing with much of what Furedi has to say, and many of his conclusions about what to do about it. For a sociologist, he doesn't suck completely. Even for a Marxist. But I do have my doubts, and my disagreements. Crap. I'm engaging with what I'm reading and all that stuff.

Next I'll be drafting a thesis statement or something.

It may even be that the damn thing morphs and I focus on Fear instead. This is why we have supervisors for theses - to keep a rein on things.

  1. "We'll have it to you by Friday" - but you don't - and I'm sure you weren't being general as to any old Friday. Especially as I just paid extra to have it "expressed" - whatever that is ...

  2. Like, there ought to be toilets in buildings if people are expected to work in them all day. Some, any. In the original design. Having to retrofit toilets and 'disabled' access to multi-million dollar buildings is just stupid. And they're still 'upgrading' the 'landscaping' around them to achieve accessibility ...

  3. Too busy playing politics to actually do your damn job. Or hire someone else to do it for you.
maelorin: (doctor who)
2006-05-03 04:59 pm
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PhD

Well, I've gone and done it now. I have an appointment with Mike Metcalfe to discuss PhD options.

It's just exploration discussions at the moment, but I've started the ball rolling.

And word it getting around that I'm interested in research, and in sticking around this place, and now my interest in academia is out of the bag too.
maelorin: (doctor who)
2006-05-03 04:59 pm
Entry tags:

PhD

Well, I've gone and done it now. I have an appointment with Mike Metcalfe to discuss PhD options.

It's just exploration discussions at the moment, but I've started the ball rolling.

And word it getting around that I'm interested in research, and in sticking around this place, and now my interest in academia is out of the bag too.